Lumps and Waiting Rooms

I'm in the waiting room. Monday I found a lump in my breast. The good thing is its painful and I've been told if its painful thats a good thing. The other really good thing is I already have my yearly ladies exam scheduled for today. Waiting only 2 days... lucky!!! And yet there is a little anxious knot in the pit of my tummy. that scary little "what if..." What if its more than a cyst??? What if it's cancer? Then what? As if suddenly God will stop ruling and reigning. As if that magically means He won't care, lead or provide for me. He is God. He is good. No matter what. No matter the circumstances. So I will sit and wait and choose to trust.