I've been so frustrated with how quickly I get annoyed at everything. And as my cousin reminded me today. "You're upset that you're not perfect." Yep, that's exactly it. i want my response to be perfect to this imperfect situation. to my imperfect hormones. my imperfect feelings.
I feel like one large raw nerve.
I explained it to a friend this way. It's like you have a migraine (without having a migraine)... you're super sensitive to noise, to light, to people.
Sometimes it feels like the whole world, when I'm out in public, is mocking me. I'm so sensitive to everything around me.
I sat in the car and cried for a good solid ten minutes today.
So tired of being uber-sensitive girl.
BTW- we are looking for a punching bag. For real. I'm not saying it to be cute. We really need one. We're looking for healthy ways to deal with our aggressive tendencies :)